i just hate feeling like i care more for someone than they do for me. & i feel like that with almost every single friend i have. i guess i put too much effort and attention into those who arent my family. sometimes i just wish that every person was forced to treat you the way you treat them no matter what.
when i trust, i trust completely. this may be my downfall.
just know, i keep tabs on everything.
i hate trying to explain to people why i enjoy EDM & raving. & i hate having to defend it. some people are so unaware & uninformed.